Pulmonary Hypertension

What exactly is Pulmonary Hypertension?

According to the Cleveland Clinic, Pulmonary hypertension is high blood pressure in the arteries leading from the heart to the lungs. Pulmonary Hypertension can be caused by various kinds of conditions. Mine is caused by congenital heart defects and restrictive lung disease.

Some of the symptoms of Pulmonary Hypertension are:

  • Shortness of breath (dyspnea), initially while exercising and eventually while at rest
  • Fatigue
  • Dizziness or fainting spells (syncope)
  • Chest pressure or pain
  • Swelling (edema) in your ankles, legs and eventually in your abdomen (ascites)
  • Bluish color to your lips and skin (cyanosis)
  • Racing pulse or heart palpitations

When I go to see my Pulmonary Hypertension specialist, I’m always asked or least checked for swelling in my lower legs near my ankles. I take diuretics twice a day along with prescribed supplemental Potassium. I’ve had Heart Catherizations off and on all my life. Starting in 2006, I started the medication Bosentan (aka: Tracleer). Bosentan is said to help improve your energy level and symptoms. For me and with all my health issues, I have not noticed any difference in energy level or symptoms. In fact, I feel worse than when I started the medication. It’s an issue that I’ve been trying to convince the doctor of for the last few years. However, their solution is to add new medication to my regime. So, I’ve tried Adcirca, Revatio and Cialis with no luck. You can find a lot about Pulmonary Hypertension at the Cleveland Clinic Website.

The good thing about taking Bosentan and basically the only reason I’ve stuck with it is one thing. Since taking the medication and having my first heart catherization six months later, the pressures have dropped. So, what is this Bosentan treating? My heart, my lungs or both? That’s what I am going to get clarified during my next doctor appointment. Where and what exactly is the happy middle ground? Are we remembering the quality of life?

My PH Story

While at the 2016 Pulmonary Hypertension International Conference in Dallas, TX on June 17 – 19, I met Steve Van Wormer, who helped create the PHAware Global Association. At the conference, he did interviews of PH patients to help get their PH Stories out to the public to raise awareness of this devastating and currently incurable disease. He asked me to do an interview. I tried my best to do the interview. He was SO gracious when my brain decided to blank out.. I explained that I write much better than I talk. The long term effect of high CO2 on my brain really has affected my memory and recall. Thank goodness for editing… and cut & paste. Hopefully, he can make something out of what I said.

For this reason, I want to get what I REALLY wanted to say here on my blog. Here we go!


I'm aware that I'm rare. Rocco has now become PHAware. He's my PH Pup!

I’m aware that I’m rare.
Rocco has now become PHAware. He’s my PH Pup!

My name is Christine Liles and I have Secondary Pulmonary Hypertension. I was born with PH due to Congenital Heart Defects and Scoliosis that caused Restrictive Lung Disease. The doctors knew almost right away that I had Pulmonary Hypertension. The pressures were really high and since I was born in 1969, there were no PH medications or a course of treatment for this very rare disease. So, I grew up living with this disease taking Lanoxin for a short time to help slow my heart rate down. I was restricted from most gym activity because of the shortness of breath.

My parents & sisters were great at providing me with as close to a normal life as possible. Before the age of 10 years old, if my sisters bowled and played baseball in leagues, I was right there with them. Granted, I was much slower but I did it even though the doctors kind of frowned upon it. At the age of 10, my parents finally talked my Cardiologist into performing a corrective surgery on my Ventrical Septal Defect in my heart. My Thoracic & Cardiac doctors, both, didn’t want to do it because they didn’t think I had a chance to make it off the table. It was my most glorious moment walking out of the hospital 7 days later with a patched VSD. With that successful surgery, my PH pressures reduced slightly.

Life really improved until I turned 17 years old. I started having blackouts while driving, began becoming forgetful, and my CO2 was much higher. So I started using oxygen at night. As time went by in my life, I started having more Shortness of Breath. My oxygen flow increased, I started using a bipap to sleep with and I had to stop working all together. This happened when I was 23, just a year after I got married to the love of my life. It was a very difficult adjustment. He knew it was coming.. this health change. I told him when we were dating and then before we married. This is the best I will be. I won’t get better because there are no medications to fix my PH and only one pill that can regulate my heart arrhythmia that I now have. I asked him… Can you handle this? His answer was total honesty which is what I wanted to hear but was hard to hear because he said.. I don’t know. And then, I went on oxygen 24/7. My husband has been my rock and he’s made from the finest quality of human beings… his parents.

In 2006, my Cardiologist asked me to check out the medicine Revatio & Cialis with my pulmonologist. So off I went to see my Pulmonologist who then sent me to see a PH Specialist. I didn’t even know there were PH Specialists. Over the years, after trying most of the PH medications that are available, which there aren’t nearly enough, there is only one medication that my body can tolerate. This is what I will stay on until something new comes along that my doctor thinks might work. I’m not a candidate for lung transplant because of my deformed ribs. I spend my life finding different ways to do the things I need to get done. Picking things off the floor are by using my toes to lift it to my hands. Vacuuming is my husband’s job now. I bend at the waist to wash my hair. I have an adapter for my van to use my bipap on the road for vacations while in the car if have trouble breathing. I do things in short bursts of energy. What takes my husband 2 hours to clean the whole house, takes me all week and even then I can’t get all of the really hard things done.. such as scrubbing the tub, vacuuming or mopping the floors.

This is my life now and I’ve learned to adapt which is the key to keeping myself happy. I’ve found hobbies that I can do that brings me GREAT joy. Just to be able to garden, my husband has built me a raised garden at the height of 16 inches to help me not have to bend down to the ground to grow vegetables. Instead of growing my dwarf fruit trees in the ground, he planted them in half whiskey barrels. I had trouble with dragging a long rubber watering hose, so I asked for a Pocket Hose because it is SOOOO light!

Will there be a cure in my lifetime? I don’t really know. In all honesty, I’m not so concerned for a cure for ME. I’ve had a GREAT life, filled with love and so many adventures. What I am concerned about are all the children who have Primary Pulmonary Hypertension. They need a cure in their lifetime. They have their whole life in front of them but with PH and without a cure, all they have are the medications that are currently available. My passion is for these kids. I know what it’s like to grow up with health problems. PH is no easy disease to live with. Help us. Be PHAware and get the message out that we need a cure. WE ARE DESPERATE TO BREATHE. Check out PHAware.global to see how you can become involved in finding a cure and spreading the word about Pulmonary Hypertension. Or follow on social media @phaware

UPDATE: I’m adding this update to let you know that I am back to taking Tracleer but at a lower dose (62.5mg). Trying to find the RIGHT medicine for my Pulmonary Hypertension has been difficult and frustrating. I also want to recommend going to the webpage Pulmonary Hypertension Association. You can find so much information about PH. PHA offers support and has a community based on fellow PH’ers. I highly recommend them especially if you’ve just been diagnosed with Pulmonary Hypertension.

16 thoughts on “Pulmonary Hypertension

    • Bosetan (Tracleer) is an oral medication that works to reduce the pressures within the blood vessels of the lungs which helps increase energy & endurance. For me, I don’t feel the energy or endurance benefit but the Bosetan has reduced the blood pressures in my lungs and heart which is helping me live longer than what I would without the medicine.

      I’m about to add a new medicine called Tyvaso which is suppose to help me breathe easier & have more energy if I can tolerate the medicine. Tracleer & Tyvaso require monthly lab work to monitor the liver & thyroid.

    • Yep, the medicine seems to be working their magic on keeping my pulmonary pressure & the pressure within my heart down. I’m looking forward to achieving my current goal of reaching the age of 45. Just one year & one month away! Yea!!!!

  1. I had questions about oxygen use and stumbled across your blog. I had been wanting to find someone in your shoes for quite a while now and tonight I found it without trying so hard. Thank you for all the facts and experience you’ve shared! We are working on a diagnosis for now but I’ve been sporting oxygen for a couple of months. I wasn’t so good wearing it at first and also it wasn’t made clear that it wasn’t only with exertion. I’m learning and God is working on me. God bless you and it’s amazing the love, comfort, support to those who have trouble breathing. Lol, it’s actually what I wanted so much when my doctor first suggested I could have PH, hugs from loved ones is pretty much all that gave me relief along with prayer. ella es mucho mejor. ella no puede esperar para comer comida de verdad .

  2. I have severe scoliosis since childhood and no treatment. I now have Pulmonary Hypertension Probably caused by restrictive lung disease. I just found out about the Pulmonary Hypertension a few weeks ago. I have a rapid heart rate and low oxygen levels for few years. Doctors never thought it was a big deal and said I was out of shape and over weight and with my lungs being so small and my age was the problem. New Dr. did echocardiogram with doppler and the P.H. showed up as moderate. i’m oxygen right now 24/7 and verapamil for my blood pressure and heart rate. I so scared right now after reading things on the web. Waking is my biggest problem as my oxygen goes down and heart up besides my nerves. I stress about the expense of this disease and my future. I don’t have insurance to cover all the bills and I don’t went die and leave my husband and dog anytime soon. I will be 59 in April. You have been the bright spot in all of this for me Thank you. Sorry for such a long post but I just needed talk and I don’t want to bring my family down with everything I feel. My husband has been so great with me with my ups and downs. I hate to burden him he has stage 3 Kidney disease and now this. Sorry again for going on.

    • Hi Jeannie,

      Please, please email me. You sound a bit stressed out and I want to be available to answer whatever questions that I can answer. Please keep in mind that I’m not a doctor and I base my answers on my experience. I also don’t want to ask personal questions to you here on my blog. So, please email me at goredrider@gmail.com I have a few questions and a few things relating to Scoliosis and Pulmonary Hypertension that I’d like to tell you based on your answers that might help you and maybe even insurance. I hope to hear from you. Try not to stress out. I’m so sorry to hear about your husband’s Kidney disease. *hugs*


  3. Hi, I wanted to say thank you for having such a wonderful blog. I have been reading your blog since I went on oxygen 24/7. You helped me alot when it came to learning about life on oxygen. I also have restrictive lung disease, ph, and asthma.
    I am 43 and feel very blessed that my health is doing better. Your adding the link to pha was very helpful. Thank you. Best wishes:)

    • Hi Lisa! Pulmonary Hypertension Association is filled with some very wonderful and helpful people. Maybe you’ll be able to go to their International Conference in Florida next year. If you can’t afford to go and haven’t applied for a grant to cover the cost or part of the cost of going, you should look into it. I went to the one in Dallas in 2016 and it was amazing to be around others who have similar health conditions. Email me if you questions ok? goredrider@gmail.com

      I’m happy that you found my blog and that it is useful to you. *hugs*

  4. I admire your courage. I also admire that uou leep this up after so many years. I’ve only benn diagnosed since 2 years in may. So May
    2016. I’m 65 now but i never thought of myself as old. I have to admit, sometimes I become a little emotional because it still seems new but I’m getting better at bringing myself back to center. Anyway, I’m glad i found you blog. It is giving me strength. Thank you for this gift.

    • Thank you Dorothy! My husband and I are really just big kids at heart. It makes life a little more fun and adventurous. Every year has different challenges and we adapt and overcome them one step at a time. *hugs* I’m glad my blog helps. Stay in touch. —- Christine

  5. Hey Christine and everyone got some good news. In October we went to see Dr. Harrison”Hap” Farber at Boston Medical. For those who don’t know him, he’s one of the authorities on Pulmonary diseases. He’s great, wife and I likw him a lot
    We went because we couldn’t get any answers from our other doctors about going forward with the PAH. Dr.Farber did a rt sided cath of the heart, took about an hour, most thorough cath I have had.
    Saw him this week, the diagnosis is PH. So he took me off the Tracleer and Rivertio. There is some stiffening of the right side and a enlargement on the left. Best thing he says is to loose the extra weight, and that will help the heart and lungs and maybe reduce my oxygen need. So good news for that, just can’t go celebrate with Chinese food

    • Don, I’m so happy you now have a doctor you can trust and that you both like. I think there’s nothing wrong with getting a second opinion especially when you’re getting no where with a current doctor. Sorry about the Chinese food! Changing your diet is hard but worth it. *hugs* Stay strong! You can do it!

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